The other day, someone said that there was a line between being direct and having a bad mouth...it was such a thin line which separates them apart.  We have to be careful not to cross the line easily......
Another person looked at my face and said, "You see!!"
I responsed immediately...that...Usually, I intentionally cross the line to both sides back and forth to make my life vivid.  And, I truly meant it...AND...ALWAYS BEHAVE LIKE THAT. 
I have been doing for many times in my life...which I received many feelings and experiences in both good and bad aspects.  No matter how others think towards me.  It is ME!!!  Ones who know me well...they understand me anyhow. 

I always remember when I was in the bad situation, I had just a few people beside me....and I thought that was enough on those days...the days that I needed a lot of supports BUT GET A FEW.....I have built up myself even facing a lot of difficulties...since then.....whoever comes to my life...tries to know me...understands me...be friend with me....I consider them valuable to me.   It is a profit to have more true friends...no loss.

But..................................................
Don't blame me if I never care about anyone who has bad thoughts towards me.....because....I just know that they are not worth enough for me to pay attention....I don't want to waste my time to think of them.  My life will go on .....there are many directions to go....why I have to be patient with them...???.....???
To develop a business...to be fair for some issues..and so on...even for fun.....being direct and having bad mouth with them are considered suitable sometimes...... Someone  deserves it!!! 

I have seen many people being nice and polite to others and say nothing bad up front. But..... They say something bad behind...They ignore jobs and some of their responsibilities but keep being nice....Is that the right thing to do?
Some people have strategy of saying good things.  They might keep practicing until it becomes their natures...habit of being nice but not truly mean it....  Someone still complains later...maybe they are tired and they are not sincere to do so. 

How many persons are sincere to be nice and polite?  I wonder!!!???
If anyone can do, I definitely admire them......
I can't be this type of person....What should I be?  I should be me who might talk less... to reduce bad things from my thoughts and my bad mouth.  VERY DIFFICULT!!!
LET ME TRY....HOPEFULLY, IT IS NOT TOO LATE FOR ME!!!
If I talk, I can't be nice all the time....I'd better be quiet sometimes!!!